now is 2:36a.m
there have a mind missing man sitting in front of the monitor screen
using the no very well English to write his blog
he felt so sleepy but he cant sleep
cause something has make him depress
so he trying to express his felling here
he don't trust anyone cause they might tell his story to other person
and he will getting hurt but who know?
so he puts all his unhappy things and memory inside his heart in the deepest place
sometime he felt tired
but he talk to himself he must be strong to face anything no matter what happen
because he is on going to 21 years old