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I wish to cry when there is too much emotion to handle but I knew that is useless for any personal improvement but only release your tear for a while to comfort yourself in that particular moment. After that everything will back to normal again. Everything will remain the same, nothing changed unless you take action to against yourself to reborn the new one. It's pain and suffer. That is why not everyone can go through for it. 

While looking back at my own life, it just like a poor story. Too much unwanted sadness I've stand. Those memory reminds me if I keep remain like this, the drama of my life will still be the same in future. So I asked myself a question about my life. If I keep complaining about my life, why don't I change it? Probably I gave myself too much excuses in all these years to avoid the problem that I afraid to confront.

I remember somebody said these, "Listen to those who you want to be.". Indeed, if you keep on listen and believe to a positive person then you probably have a big chance to become a positive guy too. Well, I believe this, it does shape our personalities and behavior.

I always looking forward for my better life. Imagine that one day I have my condo built at sea side and drive my Honda car and I was driving inside that car, wearing a nice cutting suit with clean appearance. I'm confident and steady with a smile on face. The aura are soft and bright. Atmosphere is good. My body was looking great, quite muscular, everything looks fine. Of course, I have a job but I'm not sure what I've chosen but it seems a quite high paid job. From my appearance I guess I'm 30++ years old. I saw them in my dream and I remember it. It's clear until I felt like it will become true.

Perhaps it is just a dream. 

Real life never come easy. 

But faith will brings us to the next level if you experience it. I do and I always believe in faith.

 I wish no regret before I'm leaving.

No, you no need to have a lot of money, you don't have to be rich, but you will be rich in mind spirit!

Stay strong.

People judged because they don't understand, be focus, believe what you are doing.

Time proves everything!