Sunday, August 9, 2009

Fall


I realize around two weeks, I didn't write anything here... That such a long period...

Recall the memory~


That day, I back from KL in the morning, with headache, flu, and cough. Because of me, my friend get infected. Felt so sorry but unfortunately I can do nothing as I'm a sufferer too. As H1N1 is very common, I'm scared I will get caught in hometown airport and quarantine in hospital. Oh my... that such a nightmare, beside my new semester is going to start after 2 days more. Damn, who want to be quarantine in hospital for one week? Even gave me money I still need to consider. Maybe that just a normal sickness but it really looks like H1N1. I'm so upset on why this kind of unluckily thing happened on me. My friends still keep on saying that buy lottery also not lucky like that, he said I wont get H1N1. Perhaps what he said is true~

KLCC in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

I try to pretend nothing and control myself to avoid the sight from other people while going to airport. It seems useful, people around me seem did not know I'm sick. I'm thinking is it am I too pro in pretending? LOL... Luckily, no body checking in hometown airport after I arrived, else how I pro in pretending also useless. GOD bless.

ck one SUMMER fragrance cost me so much money, damn damn damn, but I love it

Parents brought me to doctor at the same day afternoon, luckily it's just a normal SICKNESS, pheew~ That doctor seems a bit scared while heard that I'm back from KL and maybe infected by H1N1. LOL

Kim Gary MENU, Hong Kong type of restaurant, hungry now... beef noodles....

I'm so nervous, I don't know how H will think on me. The day I arrived KL along I'm non-stop of thinking on it. While hanging up my phone I get nervous and nervous in KL central, finally we can meet and have chance to hug each other tight. First sight I saw H, we didn't hug each other because of the damn luggage in my both hands.

KL view

Hooray, we kiss we hug even do some 18sx things. Oops.. We clasp each other hand. Sleep on the same bed, kiss whole night as finally we can met so we really regard as important. What the secondary teacher taught me, it is a GOLDEN CHANCE~ lol.. We hug together when there are nobody there to avoid embarrassing for other people.

Grape jam LOVE

After 2 days, H leave me because H need to join friend birthday party at MALACCA. So sad. Whatever we still text to each other. Happiness~~~

this me^^

New semester started, can't hooray anymore, homework, assignment come again. Damn, a bit stress now, I found someone I dislike still teach me, DAMN DAMN DAMN. I don't want get C or worst in those important subjects anymore. Whatever H told me don't care of it, just think of my future that's enough, so whatever just hardworking and do my best.

Pretty butterfly stay outside the lecturer hall wall

Morning now, these few days always saw red sun and red moon because of the haze that causing by the burning and fire, the air pollution threatening healthy already.

Whatever I write too long already, need to stop here. See you.






Wednesday, July 22, 2009

思绪 p/s : 我开回我的部落格了


昨天和家人起了点冲突,虽说家丑不可外扬,但我觉得勇于面对自己的过失绝对不是件丢脸的事,吵吵过后,把心里话说出来,大家都好过了不少,整个人都轻松了,相反大家因此更加了解彼此,不是件好事吗?而今天大家似乎都把昨天的事给忘了,又过起了平淡和平的生活。。。

昨晚妈妈说了很多话,爸爸是位超内向的人所以话很少,什么都没关系没问题。他们给我花去了大半财产,有时还会给我欺负。父母是老实人,所以有时会吃闷亏,妈妈总对我说没关系,不用紧的,生活能好好过就可以了。。。我这个长不大的小孩都给宠坏了又怎么会明白呢?

老爸退休了可是不懒惰,不抽烟,不滥酒(必要时如人家结婚会小酌一番),不赌博,不花无谓的钱,衣服破了也舍不得换。妈妈说都是继承公公的个性,她说公公以前在中国家乡是当地出名不多话努力的老实人。可惜我无缘见到,只能从公公的遗照得知公公长得如何。公公60多岁就不在了,都说好人不长命。

昨晚看报纸, 有一则对话给了我启发,当记者问他身为男人,最重要的品质是什么?他回答:

谅解

爱即谅解对方。不过,人要先爱自己才能爱其他人,爱不了自己便会利用别人来爱自己,紧紧抓住对方不想放开,一旦对方不在身边就十分寂寞。懂得爱自己,才愿意让对方自由,给对方想要的东西。
” 这是一位年接近四十岁的金城武所说的话。

因为报纸时常出现好康,所以每天必定看过一遍,无论财经,娱乐,国际新闻,本地新闻,生活知识,文学,都尽量好好地看一遍。有时真的获益良多,可是我想还是有人不懂它的价值,认为它只不过是一分廉价的每天最新消息。或许和个人年龄思想有关。记得小时只懂看娱乐版,后来对国际新闻,本地新闻起了关注,到最后财经也看。

今天又发现好东西了耶!

是什么呢?是一则广告,我看的是马来西亚的星洲日报,里头登了一个超吸引我的广告,就是

新加坡来回从机票RM20起!

你说便宜不便宜,就算加了什么税和大大小小额外费用, 打个比喻最多100块也不贵吧。真是超值的。


好了,讲些本地马来西亚的新闻,赵明福,这个名子熟吗?如你有看报纸相信不会陌生。给“人”害死了。一位年轻有为的青年记者就这样给人迫害坠楼死了。我所说的“人”就是我国反贪污局的人。看到报纸报道的就都气愤!官官相护,互相应用势力巩固地位,滥用权力,行恶。

这让我记起一则话

“善有善报,恶有恶报,不是不报,是时候未到”

总有一天,对吧?


讲些开心的事好了,明天我去吉隆坡了,哟哟,哈哈,独自坐飞机还是有此生来第一次,兴奋的说。好啦,不要大惊小怪的,我是穷人,生平少坐飞机啦,哈哈。。记得十多年前,好巧不巧,有架飞机直直很近地从我爸车顶上飞过,吓得我们。。。我可没夸大, 我的意思是那架飞机要landing,刚好我们的车在马路上跑到那个位,差点。。。声音超大声。。。几乎要撞到的感觉,我们整车人都傻了。。。不过那个机场现在没在服务而且拆掉了,真怀念阿~


吉隆坡我来了

Monday, July 20, 2009

出发


不知不觉自己都成年了,时间过真快,看着表弟,真的是感叹自己老了。呵呵,真是的,最近太消极了,不停讲些没意义的话,真是的。。。不好意思呀,请大家多多习惯与包含。。


今天下定决心要到KL走一趟,虽然目前只是一厢情愿,不过只要等父母一觉好眠后就大致就可尘埃落定,无论如何,失去上海之旅的我非得要争取这次机会,查了机票,发现两间航空公司的价钱都不便宜,但就因为人生没得从来,所以决定给他花下去,为了不让自己以后后悔。

和朋友商议后,大致上都没问题,住的地方有了,导游也有了,这要多谢相识14年的老朋友。现在的心情七上八下,好兴奋,又有点担忧,终于可以去玩了,但是长这么大以来从来没试过独自坐飞机,生怕不小心遗漏班机,而这些事在候机室里从来都轮不到我担心,听起来真好笑,看来若此行去得成,担忧一下也无妨啦,呵呵。

查了起飞与回航的日期与价钱,发现23日出发最为便宜,虽说便宜但还得付两百多,荷包大出血,对于我这种中等家庭来说,实为一个小负担,呵呵,算了,想太多没益。回程选在开学前一天,28号,就希望能多待那里几天,玩的尽兴。


希往一切顺利,如期进行!



还记得我说的那位超热情朋友吗?

他又给我发短讯了


猫一觉醒来,发现老鼠披头散发地站在它前面。 猫大叫 “ 老鼠!!你敢这样站在我面前,找死吖!!! 老鼠一甩头发说“潘婷,就是这样有自信啦!!!

**潘婷 - 某个牌子的洗发精

无言。。那只老鼠果然非常地有自信= =



最新结果,妈妈爽快答应,一点犹豫感觉都没有,老实说有点吓到,还答应帮我付全费,只问要现在买机票吗?我拿卡给你。。。我真怀疑我的听觉有错误,还是她刚起身,思考不清晰。。。

太高兴了,我好久没去玩了。。。

Sunday, July 19, 2009

生活


这几天除了在家,都在和老朋友到处闲逛聊天喝茶,一个小小的城市几乎都给走遍了, 生活就是这么地单调。虽单调, 但和老朋友相处下来,感觉非常快乐,似乎从没发觉原来和这位极少联络的老朋友也可以有这么多东西聊,聊个天南地北,聊个未来事业发展,聊个别人八卦, 心里舒畅多了。对于活了21年头的人,从陌生人到朋友,14年的友谊算老吧,哈哈。。。祝你今天一路顺风到达目的地。

生活有时真的很无奈,虽说做自己,但毕竟还是得活在别人眼光下。 那种感觉真累。。。就算多次的看开点,还是有被束缚的感觉。 没办法,再怎么累,日子还不是得照过, 想办法面对身边不同的人,不同事物,还有排山倒海的新挑战。。。 真要命,我真怀疑我到底活得过五十大寿吗= =

今天又“呆”在家,过得超颓废,比上班族还努力地坐在电脑前,用尽所有智商,在网上找些东西娱乐自己。。 结果 ‘找没有’ ,闷得快发慌。。幸好有位超热情的朋友发给我一封觉得很有意思的信息,弄得我哈哈大笑。。在此与大家分享


“人生就像大便,往往努力了半天,却只噗出几个屁。



所以人常说



你去吃大便



其实,他的本意是



要你认真的生活



那么。。。


你。。。



大便了吗? ”



吃了吗?哈哈,还没吃要赶快哦,误了自己一生就不好了,对吧?



你不是真正的快乐


原来我不是真正的快乐

原来笑只不过是种保护色

虚假的笑成了习惯

伤口越来越深。。。

深到剩下空壳

等待的只是可悲的名誉

期待就像白日梦

瞬间化为泡影

累了

湛蓝的天, 温柔的风, 碧蓝的海,大片大片的青绿色的草原

什么时候可以靠近你们一些