I'm always trying to be as honest as I can and as kind as possible all these years. But so far I'm disappointed most of the time with the respond I've received. From my perspective view, it is hard for me to act to be like that yet less people appreciated.
So, I'm learning. To discover why all these tragedies happened and how to manage them properly.
Now, I'm done with waiting and hoping for someone to understand me. I just realized that it is a selfish act even you'd claimed yourself as an introvert. No one will take that.
No one lend their hand? No worries. Why not you just do it yourself?
As conclusion of my life on this moment, I'm over estimated myself seriously and put too high expectation towards others. That kills my life and I'm gonna terminated it by myself.
First of all my killing stage, I'm gonna to improve my appearance. I'd planned so many years ago since I'm still in secondary school about to make my appearance better. Too sad to be saying, my parents doesn't care about that and no one supporting me, also I'm too shy to be told on that time. So this time I'm gonna doing it myself and show the result to them.
Practice and practice!
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